I made a really bad choice and I pay for it everyday.
I live in my memories now and wish I could just turn back that clock.
I know I can't and it's pointless to live this way, hoping for nothing.
I made a decision that saved my life, and ruined my life all at the same time.
I made a mistake I can never say out loud, and have never explained to anyone
for them to understand. I did what I had to do and I'm sure you would have done
the same too.
If only I could make these feelings go away. If only I could feel the peace I know I
should feel. If only I could be happy...
How sad.