Just Di

"Words I Couldn't Say"

In a book- in a box- in the closet

In a line- in a song I once heard
In a moment on a front porch late one june

In a breath inside a whisper beneath the moon

There it was at the tip of my fingers

There it was on the tip of my tongue

There you were and I had never been that far

There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
And I let it all slip away

What do I do now that you're gone

No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

Theres a rain that will never stop fallin

There a wall that I tried to take down

What I should have said just wouldnt pass my lips

So I held back and now we've come to this
And it too late now

What do I do now that your gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

What do I do now that your gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

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Posted by GivnN2Temptation at Tuesday, April 25, 2006 ~

one
How powerful is shame
It can take the strongest of us
make them cringe
Guilt is a hard mistress.

two
And sometimes I forget
to remind myself
to smile.

three
And once more I try
shy and demure
hesitant lest I say
more than I would say, more than others would hear
Gingerly step forth
with the yearning for acceptance
that it seems I will never lose
And when overture is repulsed less than vigourously
up rears the hesitant head
bolder and bolder
till, alas, again, once more
I go too far
I see it. stop
Once bitten, twice shy
Did I not hear the day it was taught?

four
Is it too much to ask, then,
a friendship based on
nothing?
Just two kindred spirits
who take pleasure in company
Why must it always be
a business, a team, a permanent
never to be tampered with?
clique
Why pigeonhole
a human
harsh cruel stupid stupid stupid
I cannot be only one
I am many and varied and divers
I will not have a cage
And hence, I will be, as always, lone
alone

five
Why must I be
hero worshipper
when there is never the slightest
hint of encouragement
Why always need one to put up
on a pedestal
to validate me
unworthy, both of us, to the posts I would endow
Where is the honour
in fawning worship
Why reach out only to be spurned
Why can I not see myself independent, only alone
Why shun those who would befriend
Glutton for punishment
Never imagined I was stupid
Yet how dense must you be never to learn from your mistakes
Recurring themes are a drag, still you insist
on finding out that it is true
that fire burns every time

six
Why must there always be
a hundred facets of me
and no one to see them all, to love me for me
not even I
Myriad moods, one for each, turn and turn alike
Oh, it's fun, never fear
Still it grates
Cannot always suit myself to what another
can understand and relate to
Do I unnecessarily complicate
what is simple, straightforward
cannot help being
what keeps others happy
I like making others happy
Is that a crime
So hard to know what I really want
Easier to live vicariously
Safe as always

Posted by GivnN2Temptation at Tuesday, April 25, 2006 ~

Posted by GivnN2Temptation at Tuesday, April 18, 2006 ~

Posted by GivnN2Temptation at Friday, April 07, 2006 ~

"When I Get Where I'm Going"
Brad Paisley
(feat. Dolly Parton)

When I get where I'm going
On the far side of the sky

The first thing that I'm gonna do
Is spread my wings and fly

I'm gonna land beside a lion
And run my fingers through his mane
Or I might find out what it's like
To ride a drop of rain

[Chorus]
Yeah when I get where I'm going
There'll be only happy tears
I will shed the sins and struggles
I have carried all these years

And I'll leave my heart wide open

I will love and have no fear
Yeah when I get where I'm going
Don't cry for me down here

I'm gonna walk with my grand daddy
And he'll match me step for step

And I'll tell him how I missed him
Every minute since he left
Then I'll hug his neck

[Repeat chorus]

So much pain and so much darkness
In this world we stumble through

All these questions I can't answer
So much work to do

But when I get where I'm going
And I see my maker's face
I'll stand forever in the light
Of his amazing grace
Yeah when I get where I'm going
There'll be only happy tears
Hallelujah
I will love and have no fear
When I get where I'm going
Yeah when I get where I'm going

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Posted by GivnN2Temptation at Monday, April 03, 2006 ~

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears that I’ve got
And just let them out

But I’m not afraid to cry

Every once in a while
Even though going on with you still upsets me
Ever days
Every now and again I pretend I’m ok

But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you
Everywhere I go
I’m doing it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still haunted

Getting up getting dressed never want this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would treat everyway all the words that I say in my heart
that I left unspoken
Cause...

What hurts the most
Was being so close

And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Was being so close

And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Is what I was trying to do

Posted by GivnN2Temptation at Monday, April 03, 2006 ~